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Sunday, January 15, 2006

if onli,i can stop the time at 080805.i dun mind havin any regrets in my life,but the time we have together was so short.n i am not even prepared to let go.
maybe now when we have to go seperates waes to go home,
everything wil be so gone.those memories will have to be left behind.
so near but yet so far..sigh=[ if onli time can reali heal those pain that has been cause.i rather let time do so.but wat for if time is there yet my heart is stil not prepared to let it go,den what can i do?
cant help fallin in lurve.cant stop al those pain.i noe lurvin u is the worse things ive ever choose.but al i can do now is regret when i noe,u wouldnt return.
so jealous to see u chattin with maryann n etc but,i cant speak a word.i can onli keep those words i wan to sae,in my heart.
wish u al the best with him,n hopefully,he is ur mr right.sigh.al i can do now,is to give up.
im nt sure if i shld carry on with my plans on 080206.perhaps i wil regret but maybe its for the last time,before i sae a goodbye to her.shld my plans be continued?or shld i stop havin thoughts rummagin thru my mind.?sigh.
ppl envy her for havi me to lyk her.but if onli she herself wil noe.how i wish,she wil understand how im feelin too.
i have so many if onli in my mind.i have so many wish to be with her.so many plans for her.but to her,im just a irritatin gal hu is lykin her,foolishly.,
im lurvin her,aimlessly.shld i stil continue or shld i just put a end to it?
felt so hurt when i see 79113.

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